Everyone in this world, is born to be a certain person. We become a person we was designed/destined to be. But, it is only those who truely accept themselves, all faults, flaws and darkness, that have the power to become truely strong and be true humans.

I, like many, was not one of them.

Parts of me I never accepted and didnt want to aknowledge as a part of me. But one person in my life did. He accepted me for me. But, I was unable to see it, or believe it.

The more I dismissed the darkness within me the more it took hold and finally, it was too much for him to withstand.

I lost more than a friend that day. The loss of him from my life is like losing my balance. Algiht, brighter and warmer than the sun, disappeared from my sky and life. A huge void has been left. One which will never be filled.

Yet...

Through this, I realised what I was wrong about all along. Why he went away and what it did to us as a friendship.

I realise who I was deep down and with that acceptance, I can now contain it. It will no longer surface apon my personality and take over again. Because I accept it.

And this.....is because of him.

He taught me who I am by letting things runt their course. Harsh maybe, but I did learn.

We learn the hardest lessons, usually from the people closest to us. I will never forget the lessons you taught me, nor the words you would always utter but I was too consummed in my dark self to understand and see them.

Never let anyone go because of who you are, my friends. Accept every part of you or it could drive away the most amazing of friends.

Never take a friend for granted, share you thoughts and respect them with all your heart.

A lesson I wish I had learned before now.

Sky is signing off. Accepting that she can be a jealious, annoying,spiteful bitch at times. But no longer. I will be who I chose to be, not become who I am......